Awake again tonight just thinking of you there's a letter on the desktop that I dug out of a drawer the last truce we ever came to from our adolecent war run fools run from the god of war chicks dig bad guys and I would be the one to hold you down kiss you so hard I'll take your breath away I always fall for a man in black leather dark as sin and handsome as a devil every devil I meet becomes a friend of mine every devil I meet is an angel in disguise darkness all around dying inside silently crying for help but no one hears the vengeful shadows of your mind is like the self-stabbing blade your soul grinds rage rage against the dying of the light the world is neither just nor unjust it's just us trying to feel like there's some sense in it a solitary candle flame burns surounded by oppression and powers who wish to force it into submission there's not enough room in this world for my pain dark and dangerous like a secret gets whispered in a hush when I wake the things I dreampt about you last night make me blush you took my hand you stole my heart you fed the fire of passion burning brightly my body aches to breathe your breath I'd walk into the fingers of your fire willingly I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name yet, yet endure not murmur oh my soul for are not thy transgressions great and numberless do not tempt my misery unless you make me so unsound a man as to upbraid you all the kindnesses I have done for you the joy of love the clarity of hatred and the ecstasy of grief you miss the forest for the trees and see the honey making bees they smear you and then let up as ink must that is so profound and deep or is it a sentance of nonsense and we lend it meaning only to make ourselves feel smarter because smart girls are sexy bare shimmering flesh and red hot lips eyes derobe you and devour you with a glance what kind of choice is that well what is your decision Miss are you to be deflowered or devoured did you ever wonder what the dragon did with the princess before the knight in shining armor came to rescue her?
My stats: Female/24/USA
My sign: Sagittarius
Fave word: Snazzy
Fave color: Green
Fave animal: cat
My pets: Two cats (Roswella and Abigail).
My major desire: that one day something remarkable and impossible will happen to me, the kind of thing that you can never tell anyone else about ('cause they wouldn't believe you), but you remember it forever. Like traveling to another time or dimension.
If I had 3 wishes: to be able to speak/translate/read/write every language, to be able to hear other people's thoughts, and to be able to manipulate molecular structures.
I love fire and candles and snowflakes and roses.
Fave movies: When Love Comes, Stage Beauty, Ten Inch Hero, Detroit Rock City, Velvet Goldmine, Latter Days, Strictly Ballroom, Beyond Justice, Love Song, Goldfish Memory, The Mirror has Two Faces, Twelfth Night (the Helena Bonham Carter version), The Notebook, The New Guy, Monty Python and the Quest for the Holy Grail, Empire Records, Sliding Doors, Prelude to a Kiss.
Fave books: "The Icarus Hunt" by Timothy Zahn, "Biting the Sun" by Tanith Lee, "The Silver Metal Lover" by Tanith Lee, "For Love of Evil" by Piers Anthony, "Lucifer Rising" by Sharon Bowers, "Marmalade Boy" by Wataru Yoshizumi, "Honor Bound" by Sandra Brown, "Boys Over Flowers" by Yoko Kamio, "Only the Ring Finger Knows" by Satoru Kannagi and Hotaru Odagiri.
Fave television shows: Young Hercules, Hercules: The Legendary Journies, Xena: Warrior Princess, Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Firefly, Bones, Supernatural, The OC, Queer As Folk, Power Rangers, Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon, Rescue 77, NewsRadio, Starman, Quantum Leap, Whose Line Is It Anyways?, The Carol Burnett Show, Greg the Bunny, Sex and the City, to name a few...
A self-portrait drawn in '98 is here. A recent mugshot from Oct '05 is here.
I have a passion for Shakespeare and the stage.
Fave aspect of myself: my eyes. You know the colored iris...and inside them are the black pupil...well, inside my pupil is a tiny white mole in each eye. They aren't harmful to me, I just like them. They make me special.
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